Sarabande - In Unison

Who makes the best concert audience?

2011-04-24T03:11:00.002+08:00

I think the audience of a symphony orchestra concert is the best.

They try their best not to make any sound when the orchestra is playing so much so that you can hear people start coughing once the piece or movement is completed.

They clap only at the end of the piece, never in between, and do it continuously as long as the orchestra is on stage, but stop immediately when the conductor rise his baton to start the next piece. Such discipline!

The applause is generous and always with shouts of "bravo" and standing ovation at the end.

Stumbling on Happiness

2009-11-15T21:18:00.003+08:00

It was a surprising pleasant read. It helps me to understand why people including myself, make choices and regret later. Why we always yearn and regret for things we couldn't get or didn't do?

Chance upon this book when I saw the video by the author Daniel Gilbert.

Stumbling on Happiness is a provocative read. Not meant for the faint hearted.

Up the Kilimanjaro mountain

2009-11-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

Almost 2 years have passed since I was up the mountain. Writing a post only at this point of time serve as the chance to reflect and just tell what was still enact in my memories and how these memories made me feel now. I want to wait till the pain and joy I went through at that time are diluted. I think these would be my real learnings.

Speaking now with additional years of growth and thoughts, the emotions and experience that have passed through me at that point of time now gave me a new perspective to my life and aspiration.

Trekking up the mountain was a training of the mental strength and releasing of the potential of one's body and mind. I could still remember when I was moving up on the summit climb, I could only push on by focusing on the success story I could tell if I have done it. What a show-off I want to be, when I think about this now. I'm not a story teller who can leads anyone to feel how I felt at that time.

I started to read some stories from mountaineers who survive the worst ordeals in the mountains. Under the titanic forces of nature, it is easy to understand how vulnerable humans can be and how naive I have been. But at the same time, human can only tap into the deepest wells of potential when it is for survival.

If ask how I truly felt about being on top of the mountain, I felt just what those authors did. After being at the highest point, when you look back in time, you can feel a sense of almost emptiness in the heart. Like you lost something and you know you can never get it back or replace it with anything else. And you can only feel its presence in the way it had influence and grow you.

Boracay Wreck Dive (May 08)

2008-06-01T15:25:00.002+08:00

After 2 years, I finally get to dive again. This dive is quite deep, up to 30m. At this depth, air get used up pretty fast.

Nothing very spectacular. It's a vessel sunken 7 years ago, so not too much coral yet. This is my second wreck dive after the first one during my advanced open. Nevertheless, it's still enjoyable. after all, it's scuba diving.

So much fun down the water.

Work Harder, Play Harder

2008-05-03T21:59:00.001+08:00

I'm definitely working harder. But not playing harder. Shit.

Precious - Umizaru 2:Test of Trust OST

2008-04-20T00:51:00.003+08:00

This is the MV of the OST. I loved this song when I watched the movie earlier this year, but I didn't know what's the title. But somehow, I chanced upon it and there was a moment of deja-vu. A search on Google revealed to me that it is the theme song for Umizaru 2! Cool find!

And Yuno Ito is a really good singer. And she had a duet with Celine Dion, A world to believe in.

Searching for answers

2008-02-07T23:22:00.000+08:00

A question on morality.
If the only way to get food and medical supplies to a refugee camp is to smuggle arms along with those supplies, will you do it? Forget about the risk of getting caught.

A question on longing.
Do we miss the people we don't get to see more or do we miss those we get to see everyday more? Do we remember the people more for the happy moments they have brought us or do we remember them more for the misery they have brought us? Sometimes we tend to miss those things we have lost more than those we have around us. And it's just a thin line to cross from missing to forgetting. It's weird how our hearts and minds can play tricks on us.

Thoughts after Beyond Borders.

A New Day - Wish Item #1

2008-02-04T11:53:00.000+08:00

Saw the dvd of this sell-out performance last weekend. Bought it. This is really great. Some this has become the 1st item I got on my 2008 wish list.
A few things on the dvd. The visual effects and the stage performance didn't out as good as I would expected it to be. Perhaps the stage is just too huge to be captured on screen. Nevertheless, the extras are more than enough to make up for it.

I think the long running show at Las Vegas had made her a better performer as compared to 10 years ago. Perhaps it's the change to motherhood that brings a sense of maturity in her.
If you like her songs or voice, this will be a must-get.

The future comes along its way

2008-01-20T00:25:00.000+08:00

The year begins with the question with what I’m going to work as in the future. It automatically leads me to think what kind of life I want. How do I want to live my next few decades?

These thoughts spiraled through my head. The answers didn’t come immediately. I know what I have to do. Be honest with myself. It’s not easy. Sometimes I think I might not even know if I’m lying to myself. Sometimes I don’t get any answers for the questions I asked. It is worst then not getting answers.

I thought about The Alchemist - Answer to Your Calling. If I do that, I can get the riches or treasure of my life. Else, I can just lose the direction in my life. It’s not as simple as just following my own thoughts. Especially when I mentioned I can’t tell what is real all the time.

But I know I’m still on this journey (as long as I live). I’ll grow to be who I want myself to be with no regrets. I have to write down what I think is the truth for me. Events that happen around me continue to help me be in-tune with my own feelings and values. Lucky for them, I’m able to better know who I am. I learn about how turn-off I can be about some other people. I ask myself why I’m turn-off. And I get my answer (thank you). I don’t like self-centered behavior, and words/actions that neglect other people’s feelings. I’m equally guilty of behaving the same way at times. I don’t want to judge anyone just because they have these personality traits, so I just write down I don’t like what they are doing. They are not wrong in my opinion. We are just different. I think I have a real high score for F to make me feel this way about others. I know this means I have to work on social dynamics and interpersonal relationships. Making people feel good about themselves is my calling but I don’t expect just anyone to understand and feel the same as I do.

I kept thinking that before I can help anyone, I have to deal with myself and make sure I’m congruent and doing well. It means take care of my own problems before I start meddling into others. Down the road, I came to know that my problems will never end. New ones come and old ones resurface. If I only help myself, I can never answer the call. I’ll never be happy. In life, the realization always comes at the least expected moment. As a surprise. I was watching the latest TV hit, Heroes. From it, I realized that even heroes have their problems to solve constantly. Everyone has their strengths and weaknesses. But weaknesses shouldn’t be stopping us from helping the rest. Weaknesses are there so that we have to work with other people and we need each other help to improve our life. It means we need to learn to work with people, to reach to the ones who need help and from them, we can get to learn how we can carry on with a meaningful life. You might not be able to help Alice, but Bernard can and you can help Bernard. We may not see the immediate effects of our actions but we have to believe in paying it forward. One good turn deserve another. What goes round comes round. I’m beginning to hold a stronger belief towards Kharma. Somehow, I feel life can get simpler with this belief.

I don’t need to be the greatest man in the world. I just have to be the greatest man I want to be, in the way I want to be.

And when I think further about a few words my friends had shared on impermanence. I think I’m experiencing it with my changing thoughts and beliefs. I feel differently about other people and myself already since the time I’m revealed to some answers. It just happens and certain emotions and opinions about things just go away bit by bit. Welcome to the new rules, I say.

2008

2008-01-13T17:31:00.000+08:00

2 weeks into 2008, I was already asked several times about my goals or resolution for the year. I'm not planning to write a list of them this year. Instead, I want to adopt an attitude and carry it through. I came up with a mission statement for myself to stay focus.

Work Harder, Play Harder.

This year my aim is to use my time efficiently and enrich my life in all aspects. I foresee 2008 is a year of tremendous challenges and hence also means opportunities and growth for me.

Work Harder. It's a make it or break it year at work. My colleague suggested work smarter. I agree to his point. It also may determine where I want to go for my future.
Play Harder. What's life without play and fun? Got to go explore more places, try new activities, widen my social circle. Realize life is too short to just bump around and sleep 12 hours on weekend.

More Japanese film

2008-01-13T17:09:00.000+08:00

As mentioned earlier, I watched the highly acclaimed japanese animation in the week. This weekend was filled with more Japan stuff. I bought 3 more Japanese movies, Hula Girls, Umizaru 1 & 2 and watched 2 of them.

Similarly, I missed the Hula Girls last year in the cinema. It's based on a true story that took place in 1965 in a small coal mining village in Japan. It talks about the breaking free of traditional thinking, going against your dearest family while fighting for your dreams and strong bondings between teacher and students. One word to sum it up - Touching.

Umizaru 2 was out the year before. I heard it was good and wanted to watch it but given my usual style, I hate to watch the Part 2 without watching Part1 1st. I'm the kind who can miss the ending but will choose not to watch a movie if I miss the beginning. I tried to search for the Part 1 and couldn't find it till yesterday at Page One where they have a VCD box set for both parts. I'm missing diving after watching.

I think I'm living a Japan weekend. I also had a Japanese dinner on saturday at Akashi. The sashimi here lives up to standard.

Storytellers

2008-01-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

After so many years, I still think that the Japanese are the world's best storyteller. Their manga, drama and anime are proof of this statement. Their greatest works are really the best stories ever told and illustrated. Plots may be simple but the words and how the stories unfold can always be dramatic, unexpected or touching.

Missed a one good animation last year but got the vcd. They just get better and better.

Go watch this. You won't regret it.

New Year's Gift

2008-01-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

I received a gift at the countdown party- a kiss ... ... from mother Nature. This is the consequence when fun went overboard.

I find it a bit of irony. I engaged in mountain trekking and was unscathed. Who will expect that I hurt myself back at a party. Really have to exert caution at all times.

Feeling crippled with the right hand down.

I can't exert too much strength with my right hand, eating using the chopsticks and spoon become quite painful now.
Holding a pen poses a little problem. Now my handwriting is even more illegible. Luckily typing still works as long as I'm careful on how I place my wrist. Yea, using the mouse is a bit more tiring as I have to hold my hand in mid-air to operate the mouse.
Bathing is as usual, refreshing and awakening. whoo...when the water flows through the wound. Haha, I can't be more alive than this. I can't scrub myself properly too with only one hand. Just feel like I'm applying soap and washing off the soap. Maybe have to put on cologne to mask off any smell.
Can't eat some food in case of infection. Chinese new year is one more month away!

Otherwise, I think I'm coping well with my better left hand. A different way of starting 2008. If everything happens for a purpose, I think it will be to learn to take better care of my body, health, mind and not to take things for granted.

Look Back on Wish List 2007

2007-12-30T22:50:00.001+08:00

Looking back at my wish list for 2007, seems like I got quite a lot of them. Man, it means I'm spending lots of money too! But I think I've done great in controlling myself from buying models which are just decorative and I hardly have enough space for them.

This list serves as a 2007 checklist, as well as to announce what I want (in case you want to buy me some presents for whatever reasons).

Music:
~~Rent OST~~ Got it
~~Moulin Rouge OST (this has been on the list for years!)~~ Got it
Namie Amuro Concert

DVDs:
Star Wars Saga
Matrix Trilogy
Memento
Transformers (all seasons) Got Season 1 to 4 and the cartoon movie. Think it is enough
Macross UPDATE: Got Robotech and "Do you remember love"

Books:
Harry Potter (1st four books and book 7!, the Bloombury's Children edition) UPDATE: I'm missing Goblet of Fire
Slam Dunk Complete Edition (certain volumes only & the Box cover for the 1st book)
~~Social Intelligence~~ At last it arrived.

Accessories:
Tissot Touch I'm thinking the new Hamilton Khaki Twilight as seen in I am Legend looks even better and cooler.
~~Timex Expedition with Compass & Night light~~ Got it
~~Backpack~~ Got it
~~Teva Sandals~~ Got it
~~Casual Shoes~~ Got my Ecco

Models:
VF-1 Roy Fokker Skull Squadron Valkyrie
One Piece Straw Hat Pirates
Gundam Seed Destiny - Freedom (Not really important to get it now)
Rei Ayanami (with proper resemblance)
~~Vincent Valentino (with proper resemblance)~~ Got it
Tifa (with proper resemblance)

A New Day...final show

2007-12-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

The 5 years show ended in Las Vegas on 15th Dec 2007. Celine Dion is the most amazing singer I have come across. Her strength, love, songs and sincerity touches the hearts of millions, including mine.

I think her songs are always filled with her passion and emotions for life. That's why they never fail to move me.

It is sad indeed this marvelous show has to end, but an ending also signifies a new beginning. She will begin her tour soon. I'm fortunate to catch A New Day last year. It's a great performance put up by her and the whole team. The dvd is only out this year, I think. I hope I can get it over here.

Surprise

2007-12-09T14:49:00.000+08:00

I have the longest dream about you last night. I only recall some scenes now but I know it has been a pretty fun dream.

I think we are adults in the dream, yet we are behaving like little kids. Those are the only memories of the very little days we had spent together. Laughter, simple life.

Top musicals

2007-12-09T14:46:00.000+08:00

Watched Les miserables last month. It's a good show with powerful story line. But I think I like Phantom of the Opera more.

Rush Limbaugh's Chauffeur

2007-09-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

Rush Limbaugh and his chauffeur were out driving in the country and accidentally hit and killed a pig that had wandered out on a country road.
Limbaugh told the chauffeur to drive up to the farm and apologize to the farmer.

They drove up to the farm, the chauffeur got out and knocked on the front door and was let in. He was in there for what seemed hours. When he came out, Limbaugh was confused about why his employee had been there so long.

"Well, first the farmer shook my hand, then he offered me a beer, then his wife brought me some cookies, and his daughter showered me with kisses," explained the driver.
"What did you tell the farmer?" Limbaugh asked.
The chauffeur replied, "I told him that I was Rush Limbaugh's driver and I'd just killed the pig."

You don't know how badly people think of you... especially behind your back

Complete Makeover

2007-09-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

An Amish boy and his father were visiting a nearby mall. They were amazed by almost everything they saw, but especially by two shiny silver walls that moved apart and back together again by themselves.
The lad asked, "What is this, father?"
The father, having never seen an elevator, responded, "I have no idea what it is."
While the boy and his father were watching wide-eyed, an old lady in a wheelchair rolled up to the moving walls and pressed a button. The walls opened and the lady rolled between them into a small room. The walls closed and the boy and his father watched as small circles lit up above the walls.
The walls opened up again and a beautiful twenty-four-year-old woman stepped out.
The father looked at his son anxiously and said, "Go get your mother."

Events that happened before another may not be causal. There's still things unknown to us and unexplored. Do not assume too much.

Refrigerator Husband

2007-09-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

A woman goes to a psychiatrist and says, ''Doctor, you've got to do something about my husband. He thinks he's a refrigerator!''
''I wouldn't worry too much about it,'' the doctor replies. "Lots of people have harmless delusions. It will pass.''
''But you don't understand,'' the woman insists. ''He sleeps with his mouth open, and the little light keeps me awake.''

Some people just can't see and understand that the problem lies with themselves. It can be difficult sometimes as it is hard to be objective as well as see things from another point of view. If this can change, their world and perception will change as well.

2 Days Later

2007-09-13T23:18:00.000+08:00

It has been like this since slightly more than 10 years ago. I always wished I could say the words right to you. But now, even if I tell myself I can recognise you from your back 10 metres away, your voice from 3 metres away, I can't find you anywhere. Best wishes to you.

My Dæmon

2007-09-09T22:56:00.000+08:00

Meet Lysianthia.

"Hi to this world."

Ice-cream

2007-08-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

Eating lots of ice-cream lately. Can't have enough of them.

Just Joke - Sentence making

2007-08-15T17:43:00.000+08:00

Children were called upon in a classroom to make sentences with words chosen by the teacher. The teacher smiled when Jack raised his hand to participate. She gave him the words 'defeat,' 'deduct,' 'defense,' and 'detail.' Jack stood seriously for a while with all eyes focused on him awaiting his reply:

''Defeat of deduct went over defense before detail!''

The feet of the duck went over the fence before the tail

A good voice can really liven the spirits

2007-08-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

She was from British Got Talent, and I think she is really an adorable six years old. Go catch the rest of her videos. Her attitude and singing is really touching. Like a little princess. She looks cute when she stick out her tongue through the gaps of her missing front teeth.

And well, a competition can only have one winner. Paul Potts had a touching voice and story too. But it really would be nice if she win and sing to the Queen.

The most beautiful bird

2007-07-13T23:06:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, there was a farmer who went into the forest in the mountains to collect some firewood. While he was on his way back home, he saw a big bird injured lying on the ground. Compassionately, he carried the bird home and nursed it to health.

As the bird got better day by day, the farmer could see that this is a very beautiful bird. It got silvery white feathers that shine brightly and it got a very beautiful voice that can sing soothing melodies. When the bird got better, it did not fly away. Instead, it stayed with the farmer and sing for him everyday.

One day, someone told him there was also a golden bird living in the mountain. It has feathers ten times more beautiful than the silver bird and a voice hundred times more enchanting than the silver bird.

From that day onwards, the farmer started looking for the golden bird in the mountains and kept thinking about the golden bird. But he never found it and as days go by, he became more and more sad. He couldn't sleep well and eat well. When the silver bird saw this, it tried to cheer the farmer up. It flew around him and started singing for him, but the farmer was still unhappy and ignored the silver bird.

Seeing this, the silver bird was dejected. It flew to the feet of the farmer and bowed its head low, to show its appreciation to the farmer for saving its life. After that, it took off into the sky, and started flying back towards the mountains.

When the farmer looked up, he saw that the silver bird, under the setting sun, had turn into a golden bird.

Outstanding Young Alumni Awards

2007-07-07T17:51:00.000+08:00

Corrinne May is awarded the 2007 Outstanding Young Alumni Awards by National University of Singapore.

Great for her. She's going to have a concert soon in Singapore in August.

Waves Incoming

2007-06-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

I'm beginning to see that huge waves are approaching from the horizon that will change a lot of how things work. I better start to learn how to swim, surf, dive or whatever skills to not only survive but live with ease.

It's going many steps forward. It's going to be doing the things I didn't do before and doing the things I'm doing differently. I got to grow and prepare myself mentally.

Win or lose. Fight or run. I need more conviction and drive. Nothing will get laid out beautifully in front of me. Everyone for himself, fight my own battles, fight for my rights. Cheers.

Good- bye companion

2007-06-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to my companion of 11 years. It's been a while but better not to see you around again.

It's a step forward and a relief off the nose.

Stand By Me

2007-05-06T00:17:00.000+08:00

In times of hardship and adversity, maybe we will cry out in our hearts.
Whatever happens, happens for a reason. It depends on what we choose to focus on.

"Stand by me, will you?" say Earth

Human is just a part of Earth and yet we are taking more than we should and killing it. Insignificant fools, we are, turning a blind eye to all the dangers and warnings that are shouting out at us. We care for ourselves and not the next generation.

Hope we are not too late. I'm ashamed that I still need a conviction to embark on a Mission.

Body, Heart and Spirit

2007-04-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

Of all different forms of arts, I enjoy a beautiful voice most. Much more than paintings, poetry and music. A great voice can bring many thoughts and stir emotions, uplift the spirit and revitalize the body, heart, and mind.

And this is Olivia Newton-John. Though I wasn't a fan of her music, but this night made me hopelessly devoted to her voice. Her songs have a catchy tune and her voice brings physical life to the words. It's magic, making me feel a little more love in the summer night.

I honestly love her voice and songs, and listening to her live. It has been great fun.

Tarot

2007-04-19T22:56:00.000+08:00

You are The Hermit

Prudence, Caution, Deliberation.

The Hermit points to all things hidden, such as knowledge and inspiration,hidden enemies. The illumination is from within, and retirement from participation in current events.

The Hermit is a card of introspection, analysis and, well, virginity. You do not desire to socialize; the card indicates, instead, a desire for peace and solitude. You prefer to take the time to think, organize, ruminate, take stock. There may be feelings of frustration and discontent but these feelings eventually lead to enlightenment, illumination, clarity.

The Hermit represents a wise, inspirational person, friend, teacher, therapist. This a person who can shine a light on things that were previously mysterious and confusing.

Good + Good = Better?

2007-04-16T12:39:00.000+08:00

I love Star Wars. Yoda is cute and Darth Vader is cool.

I love Phantom of the Opera too. Music is enchanting and the storyline is bittersweet.

I'm sure some of you out there love both of these at the same time.

But I'm not so sure when we do get "best of both worlds"

This is extremely funny. Watch it.

I am your father...

Haunting...

2007-04-10T00:13:00.000+08:00

Open up your mind,
Let your fantasies unwind
In this darkness which you know you cannot fight
The darkness of the music of the night

Let the dream begin, let your darker side give in
To the power of the music that I write
The power of the music of the night

You alone can make my song take flight
Help me make the music of the night

No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from you solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

Puppies

2007-04-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

Little animals are always cute.

8 puppies all together. They were so afraid of me and hid away from me. But once they saw food, they forgot their fear and started running out. LOL, puppies.

Seeking refuge?

"Attacking" the plate all at once.

This one licks up everything.

Watch them run about.

Building a positive attitude

2007-04-06T22:02:00.000+08:00

Many a times we say we must have the positive attitude. We say it comprises of open-mindedness, optimism, passion and respect. So I have been wondering what can help to define attitude or is there any one thing we can change or work on to create positive attitude?

I would say it is high self-esteem. Loving yourself and who you are would create the responsibility of taking care of your own well being. You will learn to take care of your own body and mind. You will desire to expand your own horizons.

You are confident of your character and capability to know that you will succeed in your life. You will keep your head above the water no matter what misfortunes or failures befall on you. You keep the spirit up. You look on the brighter side.

You will value yourself and know you are worthy of whatever riches in this world and work towards your dreams. You create the passion in your life.

It would be a pleasure for me to have a further discussion on this to develop this idea...

So meanwhile, I'll groom my self-esteem.

New toy in the house

2007-03-25T02:29:00.000+08:00

Latest addition to the cabinet. Vincent Valentino

The 11th Hour

2007-03-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

Attended my one and only Mosaic Music Festival Concert - Tokyo Ska Paradise Orchestra.

I was interested to try out something new here. A style of music which I seldom listen to. It's call ska, which I have no idea what it means. Found out later it is actually a mix of rock, jazz and blues, played with brass instruments like trumpet, saxophone, trombone, guitars and drums.

Sat in expecting some fun but as "promised" in the poster, it is an orchestra we can't sit down to. We end up standing up throughout the concert shouting and swinging. The band was hyper and highly energetic. We had much fun than anticipated.

I usually think trumpet is loud and noisy. After seeing the trumpeter solo, hey man, trumpet can sound absolutely music too when you have a good musician.

They performed the following for the opening which grabbed my attention straight away. Strangely familiar (it took me 1 day to recall where I heard it from)

One thing that I still find it weird is the concert is held at 11pm... ...

Shogi

2007-03-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

I went around to Daiso this evening. I had a pleasant discovery while looking for some other stuffs. It's a Shogi chess set selling at, of course, $2!!! Now I can replace my handmade paper Shogi, which is hiding in some dark corner of the house.

Happily I bought one set, as if I have become the proud owner of a new gadget. Before I even reach home, I realize......

there's no one else to play with!

To start with, hardly anyone knows how to play. And again, at this era, there's hardly anyone who plays chess. At least not the electronic version.

I have gotten myself a "white elephant". (But only $2 worth)

Happiness Project

2007-02-25T21:26:00.000+08:00

Thanks man, Alvin.

I think this is a great post you have linked up on being happy. Yes, growth that is important. And we shouldn't neglect feeling bad. I have to agree to this.

Being happier requires you to be thinking about feeling good, feeling bad, and feeling right, in an atmosphere of growth.
Hope U dun mind I mention it here.

I should tell you

2007-02-12T00:21:00.001+08:00

I was asked by a friend if I would spend time just listening to music only and do absolutely nothing else. I used to do that, listening to songs, going through the lyrics booklet and doing nothing else but enjoying every beat of the music. "Used to", that's the phrase. Things have changed since then. Other than the typical "not enough time" syndrome that hits almost everyone now. One more thing changed the way I enjoy music now. We have the Internet, search engine and ...

This is how I enjoy every beat of my music now. Keep it visual as well. :P

Saving Forever For You

2007-02-11T23:22:00.000+08:00

And one thing great about this Tube is that I get to catch back some videos I missed in the old times. Sounds like a loser to say "If only I can turn back time..."

I can watch out for more if there are less copyrights issues going around.

Quotes to share

2007-02-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

"Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much."

Oscar Wilde

"What we're all striving for is authenticity, a spirit-to-spirit connection."

Oprah Winfrey

"Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall com back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old."

Ralph Waldo Emerson

And since we were on the topic of happiness in the recent post,

"Happiness depends upon ourselves."

Aristotle

"Most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be."

Abraham Lincoln

"Happiness is that state of consciousness which proceeds from the achievement of one's values."

Ayn Rand

Amore

2007-01-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Somos Novios

Catch the Video here.

Really beautiful piece. And it is unbelievable! Katherine McPhee learnt it just 1 week prior to the live performance. And I actually do prefer this compared to the Christina version. Just feel that there are more emotions from her voice.

Meet up with Paiboon

2007-01-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

He gave us a few messages to take home. It was a refreshing idea on happiness. As he said, we have to go through the process and experience it for ourselves. I know I can't figure it out just by reasoning it out. (I've tried thinking real hard about it for a few hrs). Perhaps I am limited by my span of the worldly emotions and experiences and knowledge.

"Life is short. Don't take things for granted."

To answer the call or not?

Paiboon, if you are reading this, I know you won't find this to be any compliment to you. But I do admire your courage.

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I'm Alive

2007-01-20T11:27:00.000+08:00

The original music video (w/o the mouse)

When you call on me
When I hear you breathe
I get wings to fly
I feel that I'm alive

When you look at me
I can touch the sky
I know that I'm alive

When you bless the day
I just drift away
All my worries die
I'm glad that I'm alive

When you reach for me
(When you reach for me)
Raising spirits high
God knows that...

That I'll be the one
Standing by through good and through trying times
And it's only begun
I can't wait for the rest of my life

Revolutionary Phone

2007-01-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

We seem to love all-in-one. With the iPhone, life's simpler?

Any more spoof?

Life Cycle

2007-01-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

I spent part of the Saturday afternoon, cosily in my bed, reading my 1st book of the year.

A point is made in the book which I think the writer describe it flawlessly using the Wizard of Oz analogy - Dorothy had the power to go back home right from the start she step foot onto the Land of Oz. Similarly, it reminded me of "The Alchemist".

I often have the thought that in the pursue of getting better and improving ourselves, we will end up in a circle to where we started off or return to the basics. Sometimes, it also means that we realise that what we are seeking is bringing us off tangent. Usually, after this cyclic journey, we are back to what we used to be, the difference being somehow we better understand what we are doing and who we are.

This phenomenon seems like a matter of fact or perhaps it's how nature course works. I have witnessed this in friends (some of you know I'm talking about you. I'm glad for you all finding your path) as well as in myself. When I realised this fact, it has changed my coaching philosophy and the way I want to connect to people.

I'm also glad that it has occurred in ways that reveal how people are really. Fundamentally, some people doesn't changed.

Things that I am puzzled about is why is it happening in such a fashion, is it always like that and are there ways not go through the cyclic journey and end up where we are supposed to be?
(I'm putting up a reminder here to ask Uncle Paiboon this question when he is back. I believe he has an answer or at least closer to the answer I'm seeking out)

It also shot the question at me. How well do we know our needs and wants - long term and short term?

No Day But Today

2007-01-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

This a really wonderful made-up clip with great scenes from Rent. Better than the trailer.

(Young) Bandler

2007-01-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

A young version of Bandler. His style hasn't changed much. Except his voice got richer and better in terms of tonality and timbre. One thing of cos, he is definitely sneakier now. It's easier to catch what he is doing here and keeping track of the nested loops. Nowadays, I just get suck into his stories if I think twice about them. "You know..."

Enjoy, junkies!

The Secret

2007-01-08T22:31:00.000+08:00

After a week into 2007, I have decided to use the "hidden secret of thousands of years" to make some goal resolution. (some of you folks know what I mean) I know these goals ain't going to look SMART, so please...no goal clarification. They don't come in any particular priority, except in the order they come to my head and how fast my hands can type.

To attain a longer period of concentration ie learn to focus better.
To have a better memory - long and short term.
To improve social networking skills.
To improve writing skill.
To read more books than 2006.
To improve technical capability in work so as to create more value.
To take up toastmasters again. It's been a long wait for my CTM.
To hold alcohol better.
To earn more money (so as to spend more money).
To practice coaching skills.
To become NLP junkie once in a while. (damn, it is getting boring w/o the linguistic bombardment and mind-fucking session)
To get into a desired relationship.
To improve work efficiency.
To have a structure of thoughts that can relate to others better. (No point only me knowing what I think about)
To get healthier - which also entail less junk food and earlier bedtime. (ok...think I need to think about some exercise regime also)
To go diving (Indonesia??)
To go trekking (hey folks, when's that? I'm counting on you guys to organize)
To go canoeing? (this is really tentative. It's been a year since we say let's go canoe)
To get a new PC.
To redecorate/furnish bedroom.

Ok, the goals are really getting a bit crappier. Goes to show I really need #1, I have to reel myself back when I started on #11. You know, when you are in the flow of thoughts you feel like to go on and on because it just feels good and mischievous doing so and I know it's a bit messy (that's what #14 is for, isn't it) :P

All right, to sign off...."Ask, Answer, Receive"

Christmas at Cambodia

2007-01-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

Back to Cambodia with a bunch of "crazy fellows" from MPX2 (including myself) Really wild, all of us. Chic-ku-chic-ku-log-log. LOL

Went to Sihanouk Ville, the beach area. It's fun with banana boat. Gotta sabo by the boat driver, we all capsized and get wet, thrice! That's bad enough. Had a go on the jet ski...woohoo, full speed ahead!

Went to the village on Sunday evening. Did almost everything I set out to do here. Catch up with the kids, look at Ming Xing, watch sunrise/sunset, river fun, cooked a good meal and Christmas party.

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Sunrise

Mud war at the River

Ming Xing

Ming Xing!

And Ming Xing!!!

Yes, I'm bias. haha
More of the kids...

End of Year 2006

2006-12-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

I think it is most appropriate to put this song down here at this moment of time.

Dedicated to all friends, lovers, families and even people whom I don't know but happen to visit this blog.

ALL

Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes,
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Moments so dear.
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure, measure a year?

In daylights, in sunsets, in midnights
In cups of coffee
In inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.

In five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure
A year in the life?

How about love?
How about love?
How about love? Measure in love

Seasons of love. Seasons of love

JOANNE
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes!
Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Journeys to plan.

Five hundred twenty-five thousand
Six hundred minutes
How do you measure the life
Of a woman or a man?

COLLINS
In truths that she learned,
Or in times that he cried.
In bridges he burned,
Or the way that she died.

ALL
It's time now to sing out,
Tho' the story never ends
Let's celebrate
Remember a year in the life of friends
Remember the love!
Remember the love!
Seasons of love!

JOANNE
Oh you got to got to Remember the love! remember the love,
You Measure in love know that love is a gift from up above Seasons of love.
Share love, give love spread love Measure measure you life in love.

May your coming year be filled with LOVE!

Time to Say Goodbye

2006-12-31T00:47:00.000+08:00

One of my most enjoyed moment in Las Vegas was to be at the front of Bellagio Hotel watching the fountain dancing to the music every 30 minutes. And there's this particular lovely piece of music which was always featured and I just couldn't put a name to it.

At last, I get to learn the name tonight after listening through a classics CD I bought about 2,3 weeks ago.

*drum roll*

It's "Time to Say Goodbye" by Sarah Brightman & Andrea Bocelli. Also known as Con Te Partirò. Wonderful! Splendid! Pleasant coincidence! I asked for the title of the music, it came 4 months later. Who/what do I wish to?

I think I can go and watch all the different videos of this song on youtube.

Hey, it sure is my day. Along the way, I found another surprise. It's the Bellagio Hotel musical fountain video with "Time to say goodbye".
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ui5gl0CRJTI

Four Seasons of Loneliness

2006-12-31T00:31:00.000+08:00

In comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe

When springtime makes it's way here, lilac blooms reminds me of
The scent of your perfume

When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you (ooh)
Go skinny dipping in the ocean where we used to do

When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare, when you're not here
It doesn't feel the same

Ongoing Traffic

2006-12-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

Once, someone told me I've got a ongoing traffic in my head. My thoughts never stop running and I think of too much things. It's true. Sometimes I even think why I can think about so many different things at one time and I think about why I think of that too. :P

Some people say this is smart, doing parallel thinking. I have to agree it does help me to see things from different perspectives which I often do unconsciously. Here's the tricky part, it is unconscious so the ideas are really abstract and I can't put them into words. I just know I have thought about it in my little wired hub. Secondly, I don't make conclusion and conclusion can be vital especially when I have to make decisions. This is getting a little complex here....and this is just a small peek to how the traffic in my brain is flowing every second. Intertwined thoughts like a ball of string messed up by a playful kitten.

In addition, my brain therefore find it a "bit" of a challenge to stay focus as the traffic roads are never one way. They are side roads and turns everywhere to bring me to anywhere. (I need to learn to concentrate for longer period of time)

I want things to be simple. Complexity is too much to handle.

The One Saturday

2006-12-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

After so many weeks and days of attending gatherings, meeting friends and working on weekdays, at last I have a saturday to myself. Really need sometime for myself. A pleasant, relax one and luckily it was.

Slept through the morning on a weekend. Watched TV drama, all the back-dated episodes. And to top everything off, Christmas with Corrinne May concert. Beautiful voice, soothing and calm. The vibes are just right. Partly think I unexpectedly got a very good seat at the VIP box. Very good view, near to stage and without having to matter about heads blocking my view. Though a short concert, but it came at a good time, among all the rushing and keeping up with pace.

Plus a short late night shopping after the concert. Rather it's the leisure walk that I wanted and to get away from the bus-stop crowd.

(Deco at Marina Square)

Guess this is a great saturday because this Introvert needs some space and time for himself.

Autumn Amsterdam

2006-12-15T00:21:00.000+08:00

Besides the cold wind and rain mentioned previously, the days are just so so short.
The sun rises at about 830am. (look at the clock)

And sets at 430pm. That is about 8 hours of sunlight. In the day, it can be gloomy as well due to the over-hanging, heavy dark clouds. No wonder there are stories about people suffering from depression due to shortage of sunlight.
And this is the Royal Palace at about 5pm. So dark that you can't even see the clock in the picture.

Didn't get to cruise the canal this time. Nor did I visit the "coffeeshop".
Had a few good meals here at New King and Pancake Bakery. Not to forget to mention, potluck at my colleague's place. Great company. Nice. ^_^

(ps: many thanks to Janine for finding out the address of Pancake Bakery. Yes, I'm touched)

Amsterdam - Boom Chicago

2006-12-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

OK, you have me here after the show by Boom Chicago.

Today's show is entitled "Me, Myspace and Ipod". There are spoofs about the uses of Internet like online purchasing, YouTube, Wikipedia, ITunes. And about 60 to 70% of the show is impromtu. It's pretty nice for a social event after meeting.

Amsterdam - Cold & Wet

2006-12-08T06:00:00.000+08:00

It's the season when there's lots of rain and wind. Wind are icy cold, and when compounded with the effect of the rain pouring overhead, it just make thing worse for me. I'm freezing.....

Been here for a few days and everyday it's raining. Little sunshine.

Glad I was very welcomed over here and gotten really good hospitality. Outside is cold from the weather but it feels warm inside from the warmth of the colleagues here.

Watched a stand up comedy, Boom Chicago, last night. Very funny and creative. Had a laughing time.

Haven't had the chance to walk around yet, but hope I'll. Visit the art museum, famous Red Light District, and maybe the flower market. And nope, I'm not interested in the coffee shops.

Walkabout in KL

2006-12-03T15:57:00.000+08:00

This is in fact my 1st time to visit places, walk about and eat all the different (cheap n delicious) food in KL after visiting it for the 3rd time. Thanks to a colleague's relative who is willing to drive us around to have good food and shopping. I love bat kut teh. *drool*

There's a small Gundam model exhibition in Sungei Wang when I dropped by. My lucky day!

Went to the Petronas Twin Towers Sky Bridge. There's a long queue for the tickets usually and by early afternoon, all the tickets are gone for that same day. The tour up is pretty short, but there's nothing much to see actually. Just to get a birdeye view of the surrounding landscape. I can see my hotel from here too.

I'll have the chance to work in the towers if I'm posted here next time.
Think I will be back again next year for my course.

My colleague's cousin drove us up to Genting on one of the nights. It's cold and misty up there. No, I didn't make any extra money. I don't gamble usually, only on special occasions or with friends over mahjong. Chill out a bit at Starbucks after my colleague made a killing at the casino.

The Statue of Liberty on a motorcycle. Think lots of designers like to use the icon as a source of humor. Spoof?

And there's this "Qing Ren Qiao". Too bad, I'm a guy alone without any "Qing Ren" with me to stand on the bridge. The red lightings of the bridge does remind me of the photos I seen on the infamous Red Light District in Amsterdam. .There are many canals there and it is unmistakingly to notice where the red light district is with such explicit "signals" on the bridges over the canals..

Still feels the same

2006-11-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

As time goes by, some things doesn't change much. I still feels the same way each time I'm flying off. A longing, loneliness mixed with anticipation.

Missing all the things, people I love, missing out on the things I love.

Changes to Make

2006-11-22T21:12:00.000+08:00

There is one or 2 major changes in the family. Some already happened this month, some going to happen in the upcoming year. This mean perhaps for this period, I am going to be more on myself. Not that I'm not on my own previously, we don't really ask about each other businesses, just that I can use some advise when needed. It's a step forward in the life of all the members.

As much as I am concern, it means no moving out of the country and responsibilities of the well-being of the parents. Not too big deal for the next few years, as I think I'm only in my development path in my career.

The next thing... ...to make myself even more comfy at home. Got to think of all the things to make my room "more me".

Hatred

2006-11-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

"If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What isn't part of ourselves doesn't disturb us."
Hermann Hesse

How true... ...

Live (For the One I Love) by Celine Dion

2006-11-17T01:06:00.000+08:00

A million stars light
This beautiful night
This is not a night to die
Let me sing and dance
Beneath the sky
I have such love to give...to give
I want a chance to live

Live
For the one I love
Love
As no one has loved
Give
Asking nothing in return

Free
Free to find my way
Free to have my say
Free to see the day

Live like I used to be
Like wild but free
For the life in me

Live
For the one I love
Love
As no one has loved
Give
Asking nothing in return

This world tears us apart
We're still together in my heart
I want the world to hear my cry
Even if I have to die
Love will not die
Love will change the world

Live
For the one I love
Love
As no one has loved
Give
Asking nothing in return

And love until love wears me away
I'll die and I know my love will stay
And I know my love will stay

Live (for the One I Love) / Vivre

2006-11-17T00:41:00.000+08:00

Celine Dion did a cover for one of the best songs in the musical Notre Dame de Paris sung by Esmeralda in English. Titled: Live for the one I love

Vivre

Handsome Trio from Notre Dame de Paris

2006-11-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

I have seen them in costume. It's pretty refreshing to see them in suits and handsomely dressed in normal clothes. Especially the performer playing Quasimodo, where he has to play the hunchback.

And there's Celine Dion in the video. She looks amusing in it. Stunning too of course.

Le Temps des cathédrales

2006-11-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

This is the title of the opening song for Notre Dame de Paris. It describes a love tragedy and obsession of Man.

Watched it last night and was glad I decided not to give it a miss. Was thinking of that cause I don't understand French.

In the end, though there is English subtitles, I can't be bothered with it after some time through the musical. I rather enjoy the stage - songs and performers. The dancers, I must say, are experts. Really love their dances.

The idea of using a wall backdrop is indeed ingenious. Reduces props movement and gives a very strong scene setup for each part of the musical when work together with the lightings.

Some of the acts are good in the sense that really portray the emotional state the characters are going through. One of them I remembered vividly is Phoebus being torn between 2 women and he himself is confused and taken by obsession.

Notre Dame de Paris is a great performance. Watching such a marvelous musical is a good way to relax at the end of the week. I had a surprise too bumping into one other friend. Enjoyed this Friday night thoroughly. It's been a long time since I feel so relax out on a Friday night.

Now, if I may, introduce the opening song to you.

Unwritten

2006-11-01T22:53:00.000+08:00

There's this Pantene shampoo ad on the telly now. Hope for guys, u have not been distracted by the lady and have heard the song playing in the background. It's a rather meaningful song.

Unwritten by Natasha Bedingfield

I am unwritten,
Can't read my mind
I'm undefined
I'm just beginning
The pen's in my hand
Ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten Oh

Oh, oh

I break tradition
Sometimes my tries
Are outside the lines
We've been conditioned
To not make mistakes
But I can't live that way oh, oh

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions OH
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live you life with arms wide open
Today is where you book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
the rest is still unwritten

Update

2006-10-31T08:12:00.000+08:00

I call this post a "sharing" update. can't come up with a better name.

Read the news, another guy killed by MRT at Clementi. Sad.

Corrinne May having a concert a week before X'mas. Hmm, am very happy the moment I read this cos I have already miss 2 of her concerts. Hmm, I have to KIV even though I like to go. Tempting, very tempting.

Last but not least, a quote I read which I think is wickedly funny and true.
"Laziness is nothing more than the habit of resting before you get tired."

Jules Renard

What the World Needs Now Is Love -- Jackie DeShannon

2006-10-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

Recently I'm running through the old songs and viola...there's this classic song from Forrest Gump.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It's the only thing that there's just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No not just for some but for everyone.

Lord, we don't need another mountain,
There are mountains and hillsides enough to climb
There are oceans and rivers enough to cross,
Enough to last till the end of time.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It's the only thing that there's just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.

Lord, we don't need another meadow
There are cornfields and wheat fields enough to grow
There are sunbeams and moonbeams enough to shine
Oh listen, lord, if you want to know.

What the world needs now is love, sweet love
It's the only thing that there's just too little of
What the world needs now is love, sweet love,
No, not just for some but for everyone.

No, not just for some, oh, but just for everyone.

What my world need now is love.

Wish I Could Be

2006-10-28T02:23:00.000+08:00

Every Little Thing by Dishwalla

Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted

Spare me....jus a thot

2006-10-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

I wonder sometime if people appreciate it if I spare a thought for them.

If someone spare a thought for me, would I appreciate them for meaning well or would I get annoyed at them for sparing a thought and making the decision for me. Especially if they are making the wrong assumptions and I would really wish they "spare the wrong thoughts".

Let me know if you have spare a thought for me.

Selena

2006-10-24T22:03:00.000+08:00

Not sure how many of you remembered the boutique brand Selena. It was more than 10 years ago. I'm not sure what's the reason, but I always have an image of the brand's logo in my head.

It was established by the singer Selena who was tragically murdered at age 23. Sad news. She was rising up as a promised huge star and about to take a leap in her english singing career. From her biography, it is not difficult to guess she is a girl with courage and determination. Going against odds. Launching her english singing career despite it was deem almost impossible for a Mexican American to succeed. Running away to get married after facing objections from her father.

Her song that I love for over 10 years.

She'll always be remembered.

Hotel Rwanda

2006-10-22T16:43:00.000+08:00

I watched the movie again.

I was moved by the same scene again.

I was mocked by the same words again.

A great story indeed.

Take That

2006-10-22T01:49:00.000+08:00

I saw a post on Take That on my friend's blog and it certainly brought me down memory lane.

It was about 10 years ago when my friends and I were watching thier videos and learning their dance steps for dance performances at campfire and farewell party. It was fun and tiring, yea, if u guys can still remember. Days and nights listening to the same song till we got dread of it. Laughing about how stupid we will be if we followed all those idols' dance steps. Having muscle ache and cramps. 3 Cheers for those, bros!

Certainly, I still love their songs up till today. Great love songs to hear.

And the following song to commerate our long standing friendship.

Save the best for the last. My favorite of the favorites - Babe. It tells a story.

USA - Yosemite NP

2006-10-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

This place is the place to go if you step into California and you are a nature lover. It's so beautiful and natural. It puts me at peace whenever I think about that place. The huge grey-washed rocks and white waterfalls against the clear blue sky, along with the greenery and gushing of water.

I did a few treks here up to have a closer view with the waterfalls. One such trek is the Vernal Falls trek. It's a fairly simple trek, started off with a gentle slope and is well covered with shade from the trees. From afar, one can see the waterfall pouring down over from the ends. This indeed motivate me to carry on the trek up. The tricky part is towards the end where the trek leads me to the side of the waterfall. It gets slippery and steeper at the same time. But with the cool water sprinkling over your face as you walk along, well, it's pretty refreshing.

At least there's water for Vernal Falls. A hike to the Yosemite Falls earlier one day was a disappointment. Someone turned off the tap for the waterfalls. Only a slow flow of water trinkled down. Yosemite Falls is suppposedly the grandiest of the falls in the park.

USA - Grand Canyon

2006-09-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

I have been thinking for the best descriptive way to portray the magnificance and beauty of Grand Canyon in writing. Guess I not apt at descriptive essay writing after all. You have to see it to know it.

My favorite picture taken for the trip to the canyon is this:

(Taken at East Rim, Desert View Point during the sunset)

For star lovers or gazers, the Grand Canyon provides a clear night sky with little light pollution. I had a pleasant surprise when I looked up at the darkness and saw the Milky Way. I couldn't help it but spent a few more moments, braving the cold and looking at the stars while I warmed my hands with my breath.

Celine Dion Part 2

2006-09-09T23:53:00.000+08:00

pic from www.celinedion.com

One of the highlights of my US trip is the show "A New Day... ...".

With no doubt, we have the powerhouse Celine Dion herself. Hearing and seeing her live is already a great experience for me.

The props and their use are just unexpected. Then there's the whole backdrop display generated by computer graphics which further satisfy your vision appeal.

Kudos to the dancers too. With their beautiful and graceful dance movements (I think they are really excellent as compared to other shows I have seen), they create the perfect picture and movie on stage to portray the emotions and feelings of the songs and their passion for the show.

I just feel teleported to another world enjoying the 1.5 hr with all my senses. It's a must see show and I would really love to watch it again.

Some trailers to watch here:

You have to see it before it's gone from Las Vegas! Hope the DVD will be out.

Celine Dion Part 1.1

2006-09-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

A knock on my own head. How can I fail to mention "When I Need You"?!

utterly forgetful... ...

Hot, Hot LV

2006-09-09T16:02:00.000+08:00

Las Vegas - Paradise in the desert.

It's a "HOT" place (in one way or another). With the day temperature hitting 38 degC, all the casinos, and night-life and shows.

Hotels here are really beautifully decorated and designed. Moving from 1 to another along the Strip easily took me more than 1 whole day.

For me, the exciting part here in LV is that there are many shows worth catching, like Mamma Mia, Phantom of Opera and many of the arcobatic shows by Cirque de Soleil. Of course. I would highly recommend "Celine Dion - A New Day" staging at Caesars Palace.

Celine Dion Part 1

2006-09-06T00:08:00.001+08:00

The very reason I'm writing this post was because I was on the bus to work today when I heard her song (my favorite of all too) - "A New Day Has Come". I find this a wonderful coincidence because 1st, I was thinking about this song these few days as it quite suit my situation now. And secondly, I just watched her concert about 3 weeks back. Superbly, splendidly and beautifully done. I'll save the details for later.

Celine Dion is one of favorite singer. Just listen to that voice!!! So vocally powerful and the best part is she can hit a high note without irritating me or causing a pain to my ears. You know, some sopranos just make your hairs stand.

Her first song I heard, strictly speakly, is "Beauty and the Beast". Strictly speaking because I didn't notice who was the female singer then. But it was this song that allowed Celine to gain new popularity in the English music domain.

Her name only caught my attention many years later when she released "Because You Loved Me" and "Falling into You". That's when I started to do all the back-dating and search for her earlier songs. "Power of Love" is one good example. Another classical ballad.

In a twist of fate and by choice, the 1996 Olypmic song "Power of Dream" became an inspirational song to me.

Many other beautiful songs I enjoyed are "I'm your Angel", "Immortality", "To Love You More", "I drove all night", "If walls could talk", " That's the way it is", "I'm alive"

And......never to forget......my favourite....."A New Day Has Come". Released in 2002, after her child birth, the song sings about her son, love and a new lease in life.

It has 2 editons. A faster one...(I prefer this)

and a slower ballad style

Rare Sights I saw on the trip

2006-08-26T16:08:00.000+08:00

Two most unforgetable and rare sights I had are, one as I mentioned in an earlier post, the double arc rainbow, and second, the MILKY WAY at Grand Canyon.

Here's the rainbow. Too bad I can't capture the whole thing and I have to do it on a moving bus.

USA trip events

2006-08-21T15:29:00.000+08:00

It's almost a month and I have seen a bit of this big land and experience different and new things. On this trip, I would say there is a good mix of activities thus making this trip a fruitful one.

Chilling out and relaxing: In SF, Sonoma
Extravagant tourist city: Las Vegas
Architecture viewing: SF & Las Vegas
Shopping: Gilroy, SF, Las Vegas
Food: I think I have covered an international cuisine - American (including the burgers and all), Chinese, Thai, Vietnam, Jap, Korean, Mediterranean, Italian. Perhaps I miss out the French.
Nature viewing: Yellowstone National Park, Yosemite National Park, Big Sur & Grand Canyon
Impressive man-made feature: Mount Rushmore, Crazy Horse
Musical: Mama Mia
Concert: Celine Dion - A New Day
Hiking: Yosemite NP, Mammoth Lake area
Extreme sport: Sky diving

New sights

2006-08-06T07:01:00.000+08:00

After moving through 7 states in West and North Central America in a bus, I realised I'm a toad in the well looking up at the sky thinking the world is as beautiful as the sky with occasional clouds.

USA is indeed a country with many beautiful landscapes and nature. It caught me unaware. Bit by bit, I begin to understand why so many Chinese wanted so badly to migrate to America and refuse to move off from here. Not only it is a land of gold, it's weather at the Bay Area is simply nice for them (not too hot and cold all year round. But a bit too cold for me though even in summer). In addition, there are countless places to go sightseeing and interesting activities one can do in this really big country. It has a mix of highly urbanized cities with uniquely designed buildings and skyscrapers as well as vast land and greenery which gives you a good flavor of nature. Plus, state-of-the-art technology is also readily available. To me, it has the best of both worlds. I think to achieve these, it does help a lot if you are one of the world richest countries and superpowers.

After this bus tour (which I quite dread now because of long-time travelling, otherwise I enjoyed it tremendously), I have another dream. That is, to lie on the yellow grassland, with the mountains at the far horizon, bask in the warm sun and feel the cool wind blowing by. Just lazing there on a morning and look at the big blue sky and white clouds floating and shifting their shapes gently with the wind.

On this trip, one reallllly LUCKY sight I saw is a FULL rainbow. It's a clear sky and the land is flat, and hence I can see the beginning of a rainbow from one end on the ground to the other one which also ends on the ground!!! A big SEMICIRCLE!!! And guess what, when I say FULL, I mean it is a DOUBLE rainbow, with the reflection of the main rainbow, all 7 colors, faintly above the 1st semicircle. It is a rare and beautiful nature view.
I just made a tick on my mental checklist of wish-I-could-see nature view.

Cool Summer

2006-07-29T15:17:00.000+08:00

I never expect that summer will be so cold - 23 deg C.

I could literally feel the icy wind piercing at my skin and face each time it blows. Otherwise, the temperature is pretty nice to walk around in.

It's foggy, so I can't see the Golden Gate Bridge yet...hope it clears up when I come back next week.

And SF is full of steep slopes, i think they are inclined at at least 30deg. Walking up slopes is no joke.

=) but I find SF a pleasant place to stay in after exploring it for 3 days. With mega bookstores, tons of DVDs, beautiful buildings, nice food and easy to get around.

I could spend one whole day at the Fisherman's Wharf, peeking into the different shops, watching the street performers, visiting Alcatraz, photographing the sea lions and Pier 39 which of course includes feasting upon the famous clam chowder and Dungeness crabs + other seafood.

The most interesting shops have to be the chocolate shops. The smell of cocoa fills the air and it really perks one up. They have chocolate fudge with peanut covered apple in caramel. It's sinful.

It feels good to take a walk. Just a walk.

What went wrong? Me?

2006-07-14T15:35:00.000+08:00

It seems to me I have been noticing this pattern among friends, friends of friends...more often lately.

And the pattern usually says "I thought I could do it, but now that I'm in it, I don't think I can."

I think as human beings, when we face with disturbances, real issues, challenges and whatever you call it, our confidence will dip and we begin to have mixed feelings. Some people decide to brave the storms while some decide to call it off.

At this point, I wonder if it is the lack of capability, support, self-confidence, self-understanding or control of emotions that cause us to wavier or is there something else? If right at the beginning we thought we really could, then I truly think that it could be done. Because, through time and events, we are understanding ourselves better (ok, i hope this is not an assumption). Then we get to know our limitations and flaws better, and doesn't this mean we get to have a bigger chance than before to overcome them? Hmm, am I wrong here?

I think it is just the same old thing. We are too lazy, comfortable and/or afraid to change.

So, I think we shouldn't blame it on the part of ourselves that is known as "Self-esteem". If you don't start loving yourself, it is difficult for others to love you too. If you don't have confidence in yourself, it is difficult for others to believe in you. I f you want to blame, maybe blame it on the part of you that wants comfort and certainty. Self-esteem is a part of us we should never deny or stop nuturing. Self-esteem is an essential ingredient that makes a person alive and moves on... ...living.

"Failure is an event, never a person" ~ William D. Brown

H2 revisit

2006-07-14T14:23:00.000+08:00

This a H2 re-visit. I'm still missing it. The funny plot and conversations, their passion for their dreams & sports, the pursuit of love, the competition, Kawaii actresses.

And I have the whole video of the beautiful theme song here.

Woohoo, commencement

2006-07-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

had my Commencement. Haha, real cool. And this is really the end of Uni...

Thank you fellow friends for making a trip down to support me!

Something About You - Corrinne May

2006-07-13T17:28:00.000+08:00

I bought Corrinne May's 2nd album before her 1st. So it is till 2 weeks ago did i really have the good chance to catch her 1st album. It's just as good! Good melody, voice and meaningful lyrics.

My next "favorite Corrinne song" is Something About You.

Something About You
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 1999, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)

Don't know what you do to me but
Everytime I'm with you it's a natural high
It's like re-discovering Eden
with chocolate -coated rainbows and cotton candy skies
And everytime you look my way
I wish I had the guts to say

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.

I think I'll hire Cupid
He'll make you see I'm more than your friend
You'll be tossing and turning
Counting the hours till you see me again
And when we meet you'll
Kiss my hand and say the words I've longed to hear

There's something in your eyes
Something in your smile
Something in the way you move me
You make me want to sing
Make me want to dance
Make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you
You make me want to sing,
make me want to dance,
make me want to cry
I'm falling in love with you.

You can listen to her 2nd album for free at her website here.

Maybe you would enjoy the melody of Little Superhero Girl and meaningful lyrics of Let it Go, Free and Everything In It's Time.

Jordan - Wadi Rum

2006-07-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

This is my closest experience with a desert so far. Living in it for a night and taking a trail. Short, yes it is, but I love the desert. (think I mentioned previously why)

Of course, I would still like to avoid the hot mid-sun. Enjoy the desert view, best done in the early morning and late evening. Enjoy the coolness, serenity and stars in the night.

The desert does have many interesting landscapes too. =)

Ayukawa Madoka

2006-07-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

This is my favorite gal. Smart, quick-witted, talented, beautiful, cute, whimsical, devoted, considerate and helpful.

Who knows if such person does exist? Anyway I'm still looking for the vcd/dvd of the movie "Shin Kimagure Orange Road - Summer Beginning". Also, the soundtrack is great. Catch the main theme of the movie, "Kyosuke No.1".

(Perhaps because Madoka plays the piano that's why she appeals so much to me, haha. Indeed there is something about me for ladies who play the piano)

below is a video showing some funny and romantic moments in the anime series.

Lovely lady.

Jordan - Petra by Night

2006-07-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

My very first visit to this place was a night trail. And Petra is the most famous place in Jordan and it drew millions of visitors every year.

Petra is an old city with many monuments and tombs carved out from the face of rocks. It is impressive.

For those who remembered Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade, this is the place where it was shot. And the featured monument is "The Treasury". One of the first large building one will see after they walked through the Siq gorge.

And you bet I'm all full of anticipation to catch the sight of the Treasury after hearing and seeing it on the movies and pictures.

Petra by Night is a beautiful tour. Candelights that lit up the path along the gorge, dark sky filled with stars, a slightly chill wind blowing so that you dun even sweat a bit when trekking down the 1km route to the Treasury.

It's romantically beautiful, isn't it?

The candlelights create a look of softness on the rock and enhance their roundedness, making them look smoother than before. The walk in the Siq seems to go on and on and I can't wait for the famous turn which will bring me in view of the infamous Treasury. The dimly lit path sure adds on the mystery of the place and keeps my mind running imagery of how the view would be.

And as I walked on, I heard music floating in the air. Music from a pipe instrument. I know I'm near. I smiled to myself and quicken my pace.

And there it is, at the turn. My first glimpse of the Treasury through the small gap.

Of course, the beauty of the Treasury in full view. The orange light that bounces off the walls of the Treasury, illuminating it, giving it the unique red color.

Amazing monuments and I can't wait for daybreak so that I can explore the whole place.

草蜢

2006-06-26T01:54:00.000+08:00

I was going through my old playlists today when I saw the Grasshoppers playlist. Listening to it again just brighten up the day.

Some of my favourite 草蜢 songs:

爱得小心 (with 刘小慧)

(男) 朋友都说难得很陪著某人过一生
要甚么幸运方可使一对恋人
一生都不变心厮守到终生

(女)谁信恋爱靠苍天牵引难道我们还天真
要是不落力当天怎么变恋人
他朝怎跟某君散步黄昏

(合)一个不小心相识相爱也都可相分
因此跟你每天都要发奋别忘掉教训
爱要爱得多么细心
爱得小心一双一对也许非天生
一生一世也许需要智慧为来日设计
爱要爱得多深至合衬

(女)谁最初与谁都不相衬
(男)全赖有人能牺牲
(女)要是想投降 (男)想想怎恋上这人
(女)即使不可再忍 (男)继续容忍

(合)一个不小心相识相爱也都可相分
因此跟你每天都要发奋别忘掉教训
爱要爱得多么细心
爱得小心一双一对也许非天生
一生一世也许需要智慧为来日设计
爱要爱得多深最合衬

(男)爱得小心 ye! (女)爱到线穿针一样细心
(男)甜蜜心事细像尘 (女)定时让你动心
(合)爱要努力不懈地营运

二人世界

彷佛听过
谁的家中
床边远望是纯白钢琴
辽阔的天地难容纳两个人
幸福半生
只须跟你
情深得很
留些距离来凝望你眼神
无分细或大长或窄
有情人无论再挤迫都可以相亲

最美的恋爱是情
和最暖的一次热吻
不留痕从来不留痕
随心所至随时地诞生
世界很细
你我很细
有爱的空间却并未见底
能爱你一世
如占有一切
如欠缺你即使有多少尺多少个家
多浪费

天空海阔
藏于心中
成千上万谁能做伟人
完美的生活是能令你变成
幸福女人
才是满分
不须家里
如海般深
能安放无穷无尽个钢琴
仍须渴望着床畔听眼前人
移近说早安的亲切声音

家即使多细
有了你深不见底
离开家中一切
欠缺你这地球多阔落都会浪费
多浪费

Lonely

Lonely!
地球是否独剩余Lonely?
冷静冷冰冷漠里再没法追寻当天的女子
没竭止 Lonely
寂聊寂止寂寞时Lonely
半梦半痴叫唤你
今生里没你没意义

如被困在千堵墙
胡乱碰撞一千次一亿次
但每是失意无论你愿早或迟
祈望接受这段情多一次
若有可能请给我知

* 日里感Lonely
夜阑夜深夜静时Lonely
每日每刻盼望你有没有可能即刻解我痴
独个感Lonely
万人共欢亦独尝Lonely
醉着醉醒叫唤你
今生里没你没意义

重拾碎裂的梦儿
祈望渴望多一次多一次
愿献尽心意无论你愿早或迟
祈望接受这罪人的深意
若有可能请给我知

Repeat *

Bhaiboon's Farewell Dinner

2006-06-23T17:20:00.000+08:00

It's going to be at least 5 months before we can see this warm smiling guy again. I'm all curious already to know how he will turn out after 5 months. Gonna hear his stories when he is back in town ie if he decides to come back.

This is one of the most amiable guy I ever met and a person with strong focus and optimism. (Some of his best traits that I wanna model after)

All the best to you, PB.

Jordan - Umm Qais

2006-06-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

This place is up north of Jordan, near to Israel and Syria. I reached here in the evening, just in time to catch the sunset in this anicent city. And we are in luck as the sky is very clear.

And there is still enough light for me to catch a glimpse of Golan Heights and Sea of Galilee. =)

And with the sun lowering behind the mountains, the city bathed in its golden rays.

Jordan - Pella

2006-06-21T20:14:00.000+08:00

This is a place rarely touched by tourists. Free to walk around and take a good look at the plains and hills. This is my 1st trekking in Jordan.

The first interesting encounter here is the shepherd leading the goats home. There would be this goat with a bell tied around its neck, with the bell ringing away and this goat will stay at the end of the herd. I think this goat sort of chase the rest to move forward.

So it occurs that there must be farmers who live nearby. Indeed, we spot a family!

So, we paid a visit. Many children around and all of them looks so adorable. Gave them sweets, haha, a fast and easy way to make friends with children.

And if I remember correctly, the lady with the white scarf overhead is one pretty lady with rosy cheeks. Too bad, they can't take pictures.

Angela Aki

2006-06-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

Yes, is about her again. You know, I just can't help it, and have to take a look again at how she plays the piano. I was laughing a bit when I saw her doing her usual playing style, but no form of insult to her or anything like that, just find it very interesting that she is so into her music.

But this is really a beautiful song. Beautiful voice and melody. And of course, the "suave player".

This Love

And it is the ending song of the popular anime "Blood+" too. Of course, this song deserves such attention.

「愛があれば平和だ」と
誰かが口にしていた
頷く人もいれば、疑う人もいる

苦しみがあるからこそ
あなたを抱きしめる時
その腕の優しさを
平和と感じるのでしょう

ある時から無口になり心を締め切り
この恋が引き裂かれそうになった

重ねたこの手を
今度は離さない
信じる力が
愛を自由にする

友情に救われたり
未来を想像したり
幸せは見えるけれど
自分を見る事はない

約束と言う私達のコンパスだけでは
この恋は方角を見失うの

奇跡を待つより
この手をつなぎたい
信じる力が
私を自由にする

この恋を恐れずに
You don’t have to fear this love,this love

重ねたこの手を
今度は離さない
信じる力が
愛を自由にする

奇跡を待つより
この手をつなぎたい
信じる力が
私を自由にする

English Translation

“If there is love, there is peace”
Someone had said that
One may agree with it, or one may doubt it

Whenever I was suffering
It was during that time I would embrace you
It was in the gentleness of those arms
That I felt peace

Ever since that time when I stopped talking to you, I closed up my heart
This love became torn apart

This time I won’t let go of
Our joined hands
The power of trust
Will set love free

When your friendship helped me
I imagined our future together
I can see our happiness but
I can’t see the things concerning myself

Although we said our promises would be our compass
We lost sight of the direction of this love

Instead of waiting for a miracle
I want you to hold my hand
The power of trust
Will set me free

You don’t have to fear this love
You don’t have to fear this love, this love

This time I won’t let go of
Our joined hands
The power of trust
Will set love free

Instead of waiting for a miracle
I want you to hold my hand
The power of trust
Will set me free

p.s. translation from http://byakuya.wordpress.com/2006/05/31/this-love-eng/

You can do this too

2006-06-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

Creativity. Chemistry. I think this is ingenious.
Musical fountain at your doorstep, effective party splash-around gadget, getting rid of your junk food... wide range of applications. Just cool. Watch it.

Now, please be reminded not to take too much Mentos and diet coke (or any carbonated drink) at the same time. Seriously. The gas need a release somewhere.

Jerash - Temple of Artemis

2006-06-11T02:36:00.000+08:00

Temple of Artemis

Temples of the Romans and Greeks are usually built on high grounds as they believed that would bring them closer to the Gods and Gods can hear them better.

Columns and pillars of temples are especially significant as they represent the communication tool that channelled the voices of the people on the ground to their Gods in the sky.

As I stand on the last flight of stairs, all I can see is the top of the columns of the Temple of Artemis. As one walked further up, as in the old days, people would say their prayers/wishes and raised their hands up towards the sky as if they are pillars of the Temple connecting from the ground to the sky, hoping that their words can reach the ears of the Gods.

Some other beautiful structures in Jerash.

The South Theatre

See the guy in blue right in the centre. That is the position where you can speak and your voice will be amplified throughout the whole theatre. This is a characteristic of all Roman theatres.

Oval Plaza

Temple of Zeus

Nymphaeum

This is the water point for people travelling along the cargo path in Jerash. So typical of Romans, to build fountains at their water source.